When I think about your eyes I remember the happiness that grew from within me.
I feel disposable.
I feel forgettable.
Then.. all at once, I feel nothing.
I haven’t cried in 2 weeks and I think it’s because you broke me.
You’re the only person in the world I never would have expected to leave.
But out of everyone from my past that has left me in a ditch, hopeful and alone never hurt me as much as you.
My heartbeat has slowed almost 100%. I’ve forgotten what it feels like to be alive.
You once said my eyes were like an almost finished sunrise..
but to no surprise, the light has left once again, and this time you brought me my demise.

I don’t smile, because I’ve let someone in, with every ounce of love and care I had to offer, who left me wanting to carve the pain into my skin.
Never again.
Will I let someone in.
For, I’ve lost my lover, who killed the flowers he once grew from within. Ryleigh Alana (via beyond-optimism)

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itstimetosmilee:

People without anxiety just have no idea what it’s like to feel so much worry for something they “think” is so small and “not a big deal”

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drinklust:

once i got very drunk in a bar and my mum had to pick me up so i was trying to act normal by keeping the conversation so i asked her if shes a virgin and she looked at me with pain in her eyes and said “i wish i was”

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I don’t fear commitment. I fear wasting my time. (via my-sexy-mind)

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luke-ruinedme:

wankingatthedisco:

HERE’S A LESSON ON CONCERT ETIQUETTE 

  • if you dont like the opening band/artist DONT BOO just nod your head a long. dont be rude
  • if someone is trying to leave the crowd fucking let them out. they could be hurt/about to pass out/etc.
  • that’s literally it just dont be an uber asshat ok thanks continue on

DONT TALK THROUGH ACOUSTIC SONGS

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